decided to blog. well, it has been a really busy weekend.

on saturday, i started with tuitioning. i was like half an hour late, partly because of the rain, and partly because i had to pack the stuff to bring to MINDS. being late for tuition, meant i met the HAKpeople late. haha, i missed the initial meeting. but i met them at sengkand mrt, and went down to MINDS together. :)

volunteering at MINDS was pretty good. i like volunteering, as in when it involves interacting with the people themself, and helping them directly. but i really dont like fundraising. but in this world, i guess everything is about money. well, we set up booths for them to play and all. spent the afternoon there. :)

met my mum for dinner after that. i was messaging clare the whole day, about meeting today coz of the IVP. and then, i actually bumped into her while waiting for my mum outside the church. lol. it was really weird, esp after how long i havent met her. ah, she lost weight. woots, when am i gonna lose mine? LOL.

and yup, today was another long day. started with a meeting with my social work group in the morning. its pretty frustrating since 4 of them are from other faculty, and im pretty worried about how our group paper will turn out. we actually took like 1 hour to decide which target population to choose? >.< hais. anyway, maybe they are all cursing me. haha, coz i set the meeting at novena, coz i thought i had tuition there after that. but then i realised i changed it to tuition, coz of competition in the afternoon. haha. prob only one of them is not cursing me, coz he stays at novena. haha.

i went to meet clare at toapayoh after that, and then peixiang at gombak for lunch. yup, took part in track and field IVP, thanks to melvin tan. the whole thing was pretty sian, coz i dont really wanna enter that kinda atmosphere anymore. the only thing that made me really happy is that i got free teamnus shirts and jacket. hahahah. seriously, i went with the feeling to pass time, didnt really warm up either. coach still said me and clare looked like we were having picnic there. haha. at least get some points for the team la, if not go there for nothing. but i still have discus next sun. discus still more fun. :)

anyway, went to town with clare and fenni for dinner after that. i changed my phone. :) to samsung jet. dont know if its good. seems good. haha, tell you after a week. my stpid n73 is like so koya until cannot trade in. :(:( lol

ok, i shall go try to finish my chinese assignment. :( due tmr and i havent started. sian.

rained @ 11:47 PM

havent been updating much. i should be either shifting to another url, or stop blogging entirely.

rained @ 11:31 PM

nature or nurture, parents are to be blamed.

rained @ 11:29 PM

just made a decision by myself. without asking my parents. well, they're somewhere in china anyway, so yup, i agreed to go to laos for almost the whole of dec. still got a lot of things to settle before that though. lets hope they dont freak out though. haha.

sometimes im pretty worried about how people say the way i am too. the way i always hold everything in till the end before i let it out. either when it's over, or i couldnt take it anymore. most recently would be the migraine i guess. that was horrid, and i was alone at home. i didnt call anyone at that time, because there isnt much anyone could do for me even if i say it out right? i just had to wait for it to go away, even though i was tearing like crazy alone at home. i got a scolding from my parents though. i guess thats really my mentality, that no one could do anything for me, even if i let it out.

well then, i shall say something out now. haha. i sprained my left ankle and the area around it pretty bad on friday. lol. pretty much limping and hopping around these few days. havent told anyone yet. actually, i didnt wanna worry my parents, since they were leaving on sat. then after that, i realised there's no one else to tell, that would make a difference anyway. so yup. it will heal anyway. things always heal.

i think its because im not a talker, and im too realistic and practical, that i always seem older than my brother to people. but seriously, i dont really care, and i dont wanna be like my brother. he was like looking all over for his wallet just now. yup, he lost it, and only realises it after half a day that he had came home. he's just so, heck care?, about things. actually, i am like that too, but in a different way. how do i say this? his kind of laid back, is the 'heck care', and 'everything goes', kind of laid back. my laid back, or rather keeping calm, kind of thing is to keep myself contented with whatever things that comes my way in life, and to remind myself getting flustered dont solve problems. but i work hard to get what i want.

ah, whatever. i need to study more. :(

rained @ 2:08 AM

monday: the prosposal aint as nice as i thought it would be. :(

tues: my chinese really sucks, compared to everyone else.

wed: i really think emo boy is pretty cute. lol.

thurs: though my chinese sucks, i really like chinese. and all languages.

fri: if every week is like this week, im pretty sure im gonna get my 2nd migraine real soon.

sat: home alone for the next 7 days.

rained @ 9:20 PM